Since deleting her Twitter account, Nicki Minaj sent a worrying letter to her fansite NickiDaily.com who happen to have removed their site from the internet after getting into a spat with the rapper.
The letter has been obtained by MediaTakeOut.com, concerned close family, friends and fans of the femecee in which the 29 – year – old thanks her fans for their continuous support in her music.
The Young Money star expresses her feelings to her fans who have been there for her from the beginning of her career. The letter seemed to be a hint to the star possibly stopping her music career or even heading for a nervous breakdown.
“Dear Barbz, if ever should come a time where you don’t hear my voice; remember this: I am absolutely, positively head over heels in love with you guys.”
“You gave me strength for a lifetime. You’re clearly one of God’s most precious gifts to me. I am forever indebted to him for you. So…heres to round 2…really round 5 (including the mixtapes) but who’s counting right?
“You’ve not only stayed with me for the last 5 years, you’ve inspired me. You’ll probably never know how much I want you guys to chase your dreams. Please. You’re beautiful, intelligent, powerful and poised for greatness. Whatever you put your mind to, executed with tenacity and passion…can and WILL be yours. Your jokes, your smiles, your hugs, your kisses…your boobs…I will take with me for a lifetime.
“Even when I forget your names, I’ll never forget how you made me feel. I’ll never forget the genuine look of love & excitement in your eyes. I’ll never forget the tears, the uncontrollable shaking, the freezing cold hands, the standing in lines for hours without eating or sleeping. I’ll never forget it. *deep sigh*.
“Dear Barbz, let them talk. We did it. Roman Reloaded.”
Insider’s from Nicki’s camp are concerned that she is working too hard. The letter has been thought to be a suicidal note as its not the first sign from Nicki that has gotten everyone worried.
The Starship hit maker has been acting bizarre lately, answering questions with strange responses in recent interviews, and even revealing to wanting to kill her father when she was a child after he would threaten her mother with violence.
As no one knows what is going on, we just as hope that Nicki is okay!